"MY AMBITION"

From small i got ambition want to be a soldier because i really adventurous childhood. I watch movie about soldier go for war i want be like they are because fight for countries fight for justice. And now i cant because i have problem with my eye my ambition was fantasy from my eyes. If i got change for be a soldier i like to, now i change my ambition with be a policeman like my father i have work hard to got a degree or something like that. my result SPM its a good because i pass it dont have failed result. I continues my study at Kolej Teknologi Timur for got my diploma and after got my diploma i want start be a policeman and after be a policeman i want continues my studies go for degrees. I want be a good man,man with be responsible for my family i the one children they hope for bear my family from difficult life right now.


I don't want disappointed my family especially my mother and my father. Was sent me to continues studies for be a good man,but i feel unsure about my studies because i don't have intention about study. I the man who want enjoy for all my life,when i start my first job at KLIA i know now new it is difficult to find a money for bear my family with my money i gave my mother some and i used some for mine to enjoy. My family not a rich family,my family is among the poor here at this blog not my intention for sympathy i just want share my life with every one who know me from the beginning to the end my whole life. I don't have many clothing, if i want buy a new clothing i have wait for HARI RAYA what i have at my life is when i got a job and got my salary i buy my cellular and my a little bit item. when my family in distress that required money i have to mortgage my cellular to give money at my parent for our food and school.


But i don't mean that,its for my family to not for anyone right? and then i start my next job same like i say i use that money because want buy a cellular and now i buy my shirt n shoes to. I want try my best for keep studies and got a best result for my family i feel like i want cry and scream as strong as i can because i not afford to bear it all my life. i will try my best for into class and learn and do work given by the lecture,i don't want life difficult like this anymore.

thank you for read my ambition i will try my best for go far and far away from my poor life. thank you for my teacher who try their best for teach me. thank you for my friend who give support. thank you ALLAH for give me conjecture to me.